Old habits die...

HARD! I promised myself I would be 100% true to my audience. Just to show you that I am human. Also to point out that what I'm doing is not easy for me, or anybody else in my shoes. This is a lifestyle change. And if you can't comprehend how hard it is try it. Try to name at least 3 things you do everyday without thinking about it. Then suddenly stop doing those things for a week. You'll come to find out how hard life becomes without it. With that said, I have to stop making excuses. Today I f**ked up. I tried to keep up with P90x but somewhere down the line I managed my time wrong. The late night yoga made it nearly impossible for me to get up for my workout the next day. Which is bad enough until I combined that with eating a ton of Oreos. I thought I was stronger than this. I thought I could beat it. Well, I guess I couldn't. Not to say that I'm giving up. Never that. I'm just acknowledging that I made a mistake. One that I will try not to make again. But only time could tell. I'll try to restart again in the morning. And take yet another step in the right direction.