So I was reminded...

Why I wanted to work out early in the first place. Holy f**king sh*t. Excuse my language. That morning rush was ten fold after putting off that workout until the last possible second. I had to quickly shave (which is not recommended), take a shower, breakfast and rush out the door. Mind you when I left I was 20 minutes behind schedule. I had to punch it dodging traffic like a madman. All you heard that afternoon was my aftermarket muffler shouting down the service road. Which caught its own perils outside of police attention. Like other people looking to race me. I mean c'mon! Really? Of all times you want to race in the middle of rush hour while everyone including myself is trying to get to work. Moreover after successfully evading several near accidents I made to work. With five minutes to spear. Granted I was a mess with my hair, shirt, and face a total wreck. Not to mention my heart was still racing from the workout. Though at least I was there. Later on I demolished my simple lunch of rice with chopped lettuce. Then headed home. There I suddenly began to unravel all the hard work I did this morning. And it all started with a pot of rice. I don't know, it's like my body has been accustomed to eating after work. Or maybe I really was hungry. Either way I started eating and didn't look back. First was a small pot of rice, about a cups worth. Then a few homemade biscuits that were terribly salty. So instead of throwing them out, or just put them from wence they came, I decided to couple them with some maple syrup. Now isn't that nutritious. Then to top it all off my mom brings home pizza for dinner. Now at this point I should have cut my losses and avoid eating the pizza. However I simply couldn't just say no. Especially when she made it for moi. Here you must be thinking I ate just a slice then went on my way. Well your wrong my friends dead wrong. You can't put a fat man along side pizza and expect him to just have a slice. That's why I believe Planet Fitness is such a terrible gym. I mean, I try so hard to avoid junk food and here you are giving it away. What world are we living in? Anyway so today was a step forward and two steps back. At this rate I'll be stuck in this unhealthy cycle forever. But what's done is done. And I have to keep believing that it's in me somewhere. That I have what it takes to be healthy and fit. Well good night guys. And it's 3:00 now, I'm going to need lots of luck for tomorrow. Oh, and before I forget, I did finish off the day with the AB ripper. It was tough as nails. Some of the exercises were to hard for me to finish. Though in due time I feel it would become a lot easier. Or at the very least doable.